Brutal Truth

Here I am, almost 33 years old, and nothing to show for it.  I’m angry.  I want to scream at the top of my lungs.  I want to break everything I see.  What’s the problem here?  Why do the good people get shit on?  Why did I go to college THREE TIMES? This is bullshit. So…

If only we could go back…

This used to be my backyard.  I spent 3 glorious years in Mammoth…living, learning, and loving.  Nothing I’ve ever seen with my two eyes compares to the true beauty of the Sierras.  I don’t think any one place has ever inspired me in so many ways.  I think living in the depths of this mountain…

Highs and Lows

Nothing compares to the highest highs in life.  The overwhelming feeling that everything is going to be okay can be, well, overwhelming.  The giddy laughter and tummy butterflies keep us coming back for more.  We tend to forget why things felt so hopeless in the first place.  When you’re at the top of the mountain,…

Bruised, sore, exhausted, and excited.  I don’t completely suck at bikes.  I change my opinion on this a lot, yes, but the truth is I’m doing well.  Many thanks and much love to those who have made this possible…you know who you are.   Inspired to act.  Uninspired to write.  Many unknowns.  A lot of…

Peanut ‘Cross

It’s time.  The wishy-washy attitude and lack luster focus has to stop.  The thing that’s quickly become “my thing” is upon us once again.  Season 2.  No more excuses.  And yes, I know it’s supposed to be fun, and it is.  I just have a slightly different focus than many of you, and THAT is…

(Enough Already)

  So where do you go when there’s nowhere left to go?  Can’t move forward.  Can’t go back.  Can’t run in place.  Everything just ceases to exist.  How do you let the one thing that was right go so wrong?  When did shit get this deep?  Choices.  Now what?  How do you make the right…

Peanut Heart Pt. III (I Need My Girl)

You keep a lot of secrets And I keep none Wish I could go back And keep some You’re fireproof Nothing breaks your heart You’re fireproof It’s just the way you are…     If there is anything I’ve learned in my 3 decades of living on this earth, it’s that SHIT HAPPENS.  It may…