O.M.N.I.U.M.

Yeah. Oh crap. I just pulled the trigger on my first road race.  So far, I’m the only women’s 4 to sign up…PODIUM!  But seriously, what the hell did I just do?  Time to nut up and do this thang!

Sweat

Getting my workout in really helped lift my spirits today.  Getting called off work, rain and 3 hour naps are a deadly combination.  Destroys all motivation.  Sucks out all positive energy.  I sweat my happy ass off on the bike tonight.  I was so hungry halfway through my weights session, I had to leave early. …

Today is anti-day. I’m anti-athletic, anti-social and anti-fucks given. Not a good day at all.

“Vulnerasti cor meum”

I’m not very religious.  I’m spiritual, and believe in something bigger than myself, but whether or not it’s your “idea of God” is still up for debate.  I think organized religion is just as crooked as politics, and I have no use for people forcing their beliefs upon me.  I’m pretty sure Jesus would be…

Bishwyckle

Things have “normalized” in my life recently.  I’m on a pretty awesome sleep schedule, work hasn’t grinded me down, I’ve taken a break from painful relationships and the bike has been amazing.  Inevitably, what goes up eventually falls to the ground.  Today wasn’t life shattering, but I was disappointed.  If you haven’t noticed, I am EASILY…

So much heart on the bike tonight. Thank you, LIFE, for beating me down. Without you, I am nothing.

Ceremony

I’m mostly ok by myself.  Mostly.  I have my moments of superb independence, with little snippets of being lonely and blue.  I’m doing ok, though.  I got this, really.  I have to keep reminding myself that I live a pretty decent life, in spite of my moments of heartbreak. I need a road trip.  I need…

Couldn’t see the forest for the trees. Luckily, I snapped out of it long enough to see the puppet strings attached to my back. Why did I ever think this was normal? IT’S NOT.